I think too much emphasis is placed on being Sane. How many of us can claim we have never had that moment when we questioned our sanity? After being on this journey for many months, I can say I appreciate being able to distinguish the difference between reality and fantasy. I will admit I do miss the grandiose. Feeling like nothing can stop you from writing the next great novel or producing art that will make a difference. Changing the world at your fingertips is a great feeling. This new reality is slower more cognoscenti of my limitations. I am aware that I may never write that great novel or produce a perfect play but I will continue to write and draw and dream. My beautiful family has helped me reach this reality filled with love and understanding and I could not have done it without them.